There’s a boy she likes…

Well, he’s really more of a man. And quite possibly impossibly far out of my league. (I told you I’d be writing again tonight!). He’s really tall, not quite dark, but definitly handsome. He’s got a rocking bod, a great smile, pretty eyes, and these really gorgeous hands. Aside from the physical, he’s got a fabulous sense of humor, and a speech pattern that is most definitly unique to him. He’s pretty much the best guy out there, no lie. My parents agree. The kicker? He’s a Christian. But he’s also a few years older. I don’t know why that should stop me, but he also lives in another part of the country, and I only get to see him about once or twice a year.

I miss him like crazy. I try not to, but I do. My parents say he likes me back, but I’ve had no correspondence with him since he left, and trust me, I’ve tried. I’m scared to admit I might miss him more than he misses me, which always sucks. I’m starting to worry that he’s forgotten all about me. But I guess only Time will tell.

I wish boys weren’t so hard to read, I mean, they shouldn’t be this hard..but I guess its the old idea that the guy should make the first move, although I get awful sick of waiting.
I’m most definitly not a patient person, but if this is gonna work, I guess I have to be.

My best friend is a boy, and he says that based on what I have told him, the boy definitly likes me back. But he doesn’t know what to do with me. Well, I guess that’s true, I am quite ridiculous sometimes…haha not…welll maybe…..

Dang It.

Peace and LOVE

Love is the movement

Lucky